Sept 1st 2011

She felt as if she was stabbed right in the middle of her heart...
Pain was unbearable...she stood still wanting to cry aloud..
To scream at the top of her voice ..but as if she had lost her
voice...everything stood still ..the only sound was that of her
bleeding heart..drop by drop..draining away the last bit of hope
out of her soul..those tiny fists clasped in her hands moved &
she opened her eyes...to look at part of her own flesh ..part of
her soul gazing at her with pleading eyes don't let me go ..I'm your
own reflection..your only hope..( to be contd)

Celebrating Eid-Aug2011

Eid a time to rejoice,celebrate and enjoy with your loved ones
a time when you forgive and forget all past grieviences and start
afresh..here I am ..all alone without my kids..thanks for
giving me another reason to despise our relationship..to curse
myself for choosing you & trusting you with my life...thanks for
ruining it all for me .yet again !!!!
I'm sure it added another feather in your cap..your male Ego
satisfied..making you a sure shot winner!You did it again
yet again!!

Emptiness prevails....just these thoughts remain
As if I m a tiny speck of nothingness...invisible to your
eye..you trample my soul with mud slithered Shoes..
And then walk away ..triumphant in all your glory and self
created aura...never looking back ..not even once ..to take
a glimpse at the damage done!!after all it was nothing!!!